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PENCIL SONGS

by Neil Nayar

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1.
Strange '8 (free) 03:06
Strange ‘8 I’m sittin’ easy, sittin’ on my bed Lettin’ thoughts, fall out my head It’s been a strange year, with my auntie’s death First time to fall in love, first time to be left So I’m sittin’ easy and I’m dreamin’ of the past There’s nothing going on now but it’s going on too fast Thinking of the future ‘cause she’s coming back again This time I’m gonna keep my name Since the summer in Africa well nothing’s been the same Over there a part of me will always remain Over here a part of me’s missing, but at least I can explain Where and when it went away So I’m sittin’ easy and I’m dreamin’ of the past........ I’m sittin’ easy, sittin’ on my bed Lettin’ thoughts, fall out my head Spring is over, unlike my broken heart But summer’s coming and it’s bringing in a fresh start So I’m sittin’ easy and I’m dreamin of the past.........
2.
On a bench in a village green a girl pretending to be a queen, Took of her crown and threw it in the lake. Sitting next to a man, serene, and holding onto a tambourine. Singing about a choice he had to make. She was a poet’s daughter, looking at the crystal water. Emerald eyes and chocolate skin. He was a wild looking man. He somehow blended with the land. Holding onto the tree as I move the sun and the sky, got it all to lose. I take one final touch of the ground. The wind’s blowing through my hair. It’s carrying me up there. As my dreams sink with my crown. I’m gonna be reborn, as I’m torn, from this world. Hold me hand, let me cry. And let us never say goodbye.
3.
Squash face 03:47
I saw you but I didn’t want to know your name, When you came over and asked to join our game of cards. You came and sat down next to me, with a strange smile, And nose running constantly, which you wiped on your sleeve. And I asked if you were from the other side of town, where the sun goes down. But you said, “no. I’m from where the sun goes up, on the other side of town.” So who’s this strange girl sitting next to me. Saying strange things but acting kind of free. Is she free. All night long you kept saying funny things. ‘Till from your stories, I noticed you had wings, which you used, when you flew away. Someone’s crying on the other side of town, where the sun goes down, While we are, where the sun goes up, on the other side of town. “Where are you? Now I want to know your name” “Where are you? I want to play with you again” Then there you were in the corner of the room. I came to you like a child to a balloon. But you got up and left me staring at the wall, your glass of wine, Looked like it was about to fall but it was me, that was about to fall. Now I’m waiting on the other side of town, where the sun goes down While you are, where the sun goes up, on the other side of town.
4.
Land Song 04:02
Put me back on the land, put me back on my feet. I wanna know where I stand, wanna know what I eat. The sun is on the horizon, there’s a chill in the air. It’s time to go home and everyone’ll be there. I feel I’m living in a superficial world & all I’m giving feels like nothing at all. Put me back on my feet, put me back on the land I wanna plant a seed, wanna learn who I am. The sun is on the horizon and works begins. I feel the life around me and I breathe it in. Because I’m living in an extraordinary world But all I’m giving feels like nothing at all and I feel small.
5.
Tesco song 02:01
Who’s your favourite corporation? Mine is PG Tips. It’s better to buy tea in a fair trade way, but if I had to pick just one corporation to stay, it would be, PG. I got banned from Tesco’s the other day. I was trying to take a photograph for an exhibition at the Vaults cafe. When the bouncer threw me out all aggressive and crazy, I haven’t been back in 9 months since then, see, I’ve found shopping so much better on the Cowley road without those fuckers. Now I don’t have to wait. And I don’t have to queue. And I get a friendly face when I but my food and it’s cheaper, You don’t belive me but it’s true it’s cheaper, They fooled you, well they fooled me too. So who’s your favourite corporation? Please don’t say Tesco’s ‘Cause I hate those fuckers with all of my heart and I hope that they die And I hope that they rot. I hate Tesco’s. Sat down by the side of the river waiting for the sunshine to deliver some words I wanna sing a song about the corporation, how the power of the people can stop this irritation. If they don’t itch it it will go away. ‘Cause you don’t have to buy every thing that you’re sold. Don’t have to believe all the shit that you’re told. So who’s your favourite corporation? Well they could all just die. Lets bury them alive let the little ones/shops survive, human spirit be revived. It’s always the big fish, eat all the small fish. I can see how it works in the sea But between you and me. Have a billion years of evoution not moved consciousness along just a little bit. We’re still living in the rules of the ocean.
6.
Doors on the shores (free) 02:31
They put doors on the shores of a foreign land It wasn’t their land, but they held the keys. It’s not your land so give back the keys, or take away the doors. They put doors on the shores of a foreign land, took gold from the soul of a foreign land and look how tall and proud they stand. It’s not your land, so take away the doors. It’s not your soil beyond those shores. Where people were bought, people were sold. People were taught, people were told, to respect the new leaders of the world. “Respect the new and forget about the old.” They put doors on the shores of a foreign land, took gold from the soul of a foreign land and look how tall and proud they stand.
7.
Do you notice anything around you that is wrong. Do you know what’s going on. People starving, daily striving, struggling to survive, people smiling, Happy just to be alive. Happiness is so much easier to find, Than the rich make out as they’re leaving you behind. Giving is getting, remember that when you letting selfish needs take over Everything you do. Do you notice anything around you that could change. Are you looking for some evil man to blame. Does the thought of standing up when you are so weighed down by fear, In a world of lies seem like the wrong idea. Understanding’s so much easier to achieve With an open mind and a heart that wants to believe. We’re all together on this world that is our home, As it’s sailing through the universe alone. Do you not see anything that is worth fighting for. Is it fair that those with everything get more. We’re all together on this world that is our home, so why can’t we get along. Freedom lies in everybody’s heart, It’s just a case of letting it become a part of The way you chose to be. When equality’s a reality, we’ll all be free to follow our destinies.
8.
Pencil song (free) 04:10
If I was a pencil, I think that I’d be blue. I’d like to lead a lonely life and end it all with you. I’d hope that my first owner would give me to a friend, Who in turn would pass me on, and on until the end. If I was a pencil, I’d wonder why my soul, Gets shorter but not narrower the more that I get old. I’d hope to have an owner who loves to paint and draw, So then one day mysteriously we’d meet upon the floor. If I was a pencil and you were next to me, I’d like to roll away and snuggle under the setee. Of course we’d be found and put to work forever, But I’d break my tip until she understands that we only work together. If I was a pencil, in a pencil case, And you were there beside me, well, there is no better place. And if we are forgotten, or somehow get away....... This is what I’d dream all night and dream all through the day. In truth I am a pencil. In truth I’m really blue. I want to lead a lonely life. And end it all with you.
9.
My heart is like a sausage roll, but the girl I love’s a vegetarian. I invited her to a barbecue. I barbecued my heart for her. But she ran a mile. Guess she couldn’t stand the smell, of my heart on fire. She gave me many dreams to dream. A hundred dreams I had in a day. The two of us alone on the moon. I sang her songs she danced the night away. Then we took off, flying through space, i looked in her eyes. Well now I’m on the ground again. The full balloon still hangs in the sky. If I could do it all again. I’d do it all again.
10.
Boy without a name (free) 03:24
Far away beyound the clouds I heard the mellow whisper of a child inside a cage With a heart so full of rage. And he cried when I asked what was his name. He felt he was to blame ‘cause his parents were ashamed that He didn’t play the game and they left him in the rain. The boy without a name. Times like these are only here to show us that we’re the same Far away beyond the skies I heard the sudden whisper of a child so full of lies. I saw them in his eyes. And he cries when I ask what is his name. He softly explains, that life is not a game when your heart’s so full of pain And you’re turning into rain. The boy without a name. Times like these are only here to show us that we’re the same.
11.
Happy 42 (free) 03:40
The world is 42 years old today. But all the creatures living there forgot to say, “Happy birthday world, thanks for being strong, thanks for letting us belong.” In her teenage years the world was wild. She threw apart her continents. A growing child. “Happy birthday world, thanks for being strong, thanks for letting us belong.” In her twenties she was young and free. Then she came upon her destiny. She gave birth to everything that you see. The birds in the sky and the monkies in the tree. And she said to everything and everyone, “You’re my children and I’ll always be your mum.” “Happy birthday world, thanks for being strong, thanks for letting us belong.”

about

Dear Listener

Here are 11 survivors from a 4 month recording session
That took place in my flat during the late winter of 2010

Songs born in moments of serenity
Within moments of chaos
The moment of pencil and empty page
And grown up slow on the dusty stage

So here they are for the first time in a silver disc
I’m excited.
It’s been like blowing up a giant balloon
But now it’s full and even the end’s been tied
And all that’s left is for you to listen

I hope you enjoy it,
Neil

credits

released June 20, 2010

In The Pencil Case

Sam Henderson - Drum kit on tracks 2,5 & 6. Cajon on track 7
Sumana - Banjo on tracks 4 & 11. Backing vocals on track 11.
Johan Nayar - Synth on track 6
Tom Flenedy - Bass on tracks 2,5 & 6
Johnny-Lee Leslie - Accordion on tracks 8 & 9
Lou Henderson - Girl’s voice on track 2
Mr Tea - “Boooo!” on track 5

Also thanks to Kazuya, David, Kimberly, Karen ‘Or, Molly, Patrick & Andrew
Who recorded great songs with me that didn’t reach the album
And to Aram, Jono, Charlie, Rokas & Bishwo for sound production advice

It’s difficult to express how impossible it would be without having the support of those around you during a project like this, that many see as a dream
Special thanks to Mr Tea for encouraging me to start and helping me finish it
To Sam for being available at every opporutnity & helping me to the right roads
To Sumana for bringing calm & belief to my life during this hectic time
To my Mum, Dad, Gran & Brother for always being there with love and honesty
And also to all the other family and friends that there isn’t space to mention one by one. I’m truly lucky to have you. Thank you. xxxxxxxxx

All songs guitared, sung, written & produced by Neil Nayar
Mastered by Dave Blackman at Hiltongrove Studios
Album art, design & photography by Takuya Furukubo
copyright 2010 bigroundboat music www.bigroundboat.com

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Neil Nayar London, UK

I'm just one of those people who always finds myself in crazy situations in love and in life. I'm not sure if it's good for my sanity, but it does make for fun and interesting songs.

I came to Malawi in 2012 with a one-way ticket, a guitar and no money, carrying on from the hobo life I'd lived that year busking on the streets of Holland and Spain.

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